Saturday, October 31, 2009

JOEY'S CORNER - Porn For Thought

“Pornography is literature designed to be read with one hand.” –Angela Lambert
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A couple years ago, before I came out, I found myself driving to a small magazine shop next to the Morning Call Café in Metairie. A couple days before, I had stopped by Morning Call with some friends for some beignets and coffee. As I was leaving I noticed that there was a discrete magazine shop next to the café that was completely filled with both newspapers and magazines. After returning home my mind started to engage the idea of how simple it might be to stroll right in there and buy a gay magazine. Even though I lived in New Orleans and had a dyke for a roommate I still found myself deep within the closet; which was pointless since I discovered that the only person that wasn’t aware I was gay, was me. My heart was racing as I pulled into the parking lot to the magazine shop. I sat in my car full of emotions. I was scared, excited, ashamed, and horny to be honest. I couldn’t wait to find the perfect magazine so that I could rush home and unleash the fury that I had attempted to suppress for so long. As I walked into the shop I felt as if every single person knew exactly what I was attempting to do. I feared that the second I pulled the gay porno off the rack that sirens would ring and people would line up prepared to beat me mimicking the scene in the movie “Airplane!” I grabbed the first magazine I could find; it was a copy of PlayGuy. I ran and paid for it and of I used cash instead of a credit card because god forbid that visa discovered I like cock. In a brown paper bag, I carried my new most prized possession to my car and drove it home with my heart beating faster than a drum roll. I ran inside eager to rip open the magazine and experience gay porn for the first time. I had never looked at gay porn before; I always watched straight porn while paying close attention to the guys. I mean I could have watched gay porn online but what if my laptop crashed…how a “straight” boy explains Turk Mason being on his hard drive is confusing. I sat there looking at every page with detail. I sat there intensely staring at every hard peck, every line of a six pack, every vein of a cock, and every variation of an ass. After switching through multiple pages and allowing pre-cum to drip it didn’t take long for me to finish what I had just started.
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Porn is of the Devil! Recent history with the Catholic Church and their grand abilities to cover up thousands of child molestation cases leaves me to ponder how such a holy organization can have such a widespread cancer within. Perhaps it boils down to a very simple issue; is it mentally healthy to deprive a person of sex? We have natural instincts and sexual desire is one of them. The idea that sex is meant only for reproduction is bullshit. Whatever god you worship that created us did so by placing very unique parts that are full of nerves and for one reason or another; we are able to experience pleasures that can only be felt and not explained. So, I fully understand how restricting a man from releasing natural desires might cause the sick bastard to take advantage of certain situations. So go fuck someone or jerk it so you don’t become one of them. Sex is natural! Sex is fun and exciting and should not be about shame or filtering. I mean, I can get pretty kinky and even though I may not understand some of the things people like to do, like scat, I mean really! I fully support the idea that as long as you aren’t hurting someone else (unless they like that) then explore away. How does porn come into the picture? It allows people to release desires that they may not be capable of experiencing in life. It also can be a visual show and tell of new and unique ways to experience sex on a new level. It can be addictive like everything else in life but suppressing natural desire can fuck you up a lot more in the long run. As Sean pointed out in a recent article, there are too many people paying into the porn industry for it to not be an industry that is needed in our society.
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A special shout out to Turk Mason who graces the cover of Bliss this issue. OMG! Like seriously? How can one person be so fine! This boy deserves every bit of attention that he receives, no pun intended…maybe. He has a perfect body with an AMAZING ass and a beautiful face; if only we were in Rome many years ago with him. A single look at him creates fantasies that never existed and causes desires and urges that would make any man lose his bearing and explode with anticipation. He is beautiful, talented, and fucking sexy. I keep looking at Sean’s article that was just posted as I write this and I’m about to say fuck this article and go handle some of my own business because I’m finding it difficult to just sit here and type while viewing such a hot guys pictures. If I haven’t made my point, find Turk Mason and include him in your daily routine…yea, yea we know, you don’t masturbate (Bullshit!).
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©2009 - Joey Swinson

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